Hi again! I know I've just made a new account AGAIN. hey, I'm not the best password reminder okay? And that is why, I'm going to save the password for this time so that I won't forget. LOL.
Okay so, I heard this quote " Stay guarded cus even the people you trust aren't real " and guess what I totally feel it. In the pass few weeks, I've noticed who my real friends are and who aren't. I just don't get it you know. You may think I look gullible or naive or whatever you call it but trust me, I'M NOT. Sigh, I seriously thought she was my friend, well stupid me. :) I just don't give a fuck about friends anymore, the harder I try, the deeper the cuts to heal so fuck!
Another thing is, I hurt the people who I love and I always push people away from me. I don't know why but I just do. Just before my biggest exam, friends hated me. Then, I found and realized the real ones and also the plastics. Oh and someone even wrote a fucking blog about me. I can't forgive her for that but I'll try. I know god'll be by my side because I didn't do anything wrong. Screw those people :) The pain will heal but the scar will always remain there. Life's a circle, you won't always be on top, trust me.
I know today's blog is a little corny because this is what I'm feeling right now. I'll post some better ones next time. Remember this, high school will end and then what? So stop making other people's lives miserable because one day, it'll all come back to you. TRUST ME ;)
