Why was I so stupid? Why did I do the same mistake all over again? He sent me the message in march and I fucking just replied it today in October! And I've been blaming him for that thinking that he forgot to reply but all along it was my fault.
Dear you-know-who,
I'm so sorry for doing that. I told ya, I push people away. But thanks to you, I've gotten better and tried pleasing others. After what happened for the second time, I didn't expect you to wait for me. You're far away but I always know that you're with me, right here, right now. Thanks dude :) I just hope that we could be like the same way we were. But the reality is, we can't and you know it. You are the most patient guy that I've ever met. There's not a day that I don't think about you. My life was just black and white but you brought rainbows and painted colours to it. I miss you so much :/
Love,
Nurin.
So I guess this blog is all about him. I broke him and he was patient. So bye guys!
